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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

[[save the last dance for me :]]]

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the candle light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the musics fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he take you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

ive always loved this song. but it has seemed to take on a new special meaning in the past week that i think will stick with me for a long time to come. its the feeling when u just happen to listen to the song play and something grips your heart because it makes you remember the reason the song has taken on a whole new meaning. oh ohhh.
if only i was more outgoing.more bold? maybe things would be different. hahah.

nic and i were walking from canteen a to her hall yesterday. and we suddenly realised. we were in UNI. we werent just in jc talking abt the future. or in her house deciding what uni to go to, what course to take. we were already there. we had already survived the first 2 weeks. we had made friends. completely changed our living environment. it was so weird to be finally living something that had been looming ahead for many many months.

ive been enjoying myself here. so far at least. i hope i didnt just jinx myself. classes itself are quite fun (unless u count the shitass physics). my classmates are really good. ive met many many new people. my hall environment is good. i still have old friends around me. i have csa. i have cough cough. hahahahaha.
but there are some things i cant help regret. well actually its a few things that just stem from one main thing. and the bad part is. i dont think i will ever really be able to let it go. because i keep on getting slapped in the face with the what might have beens. i try hard to let it go, there's no point holding on to it. maybe i just need time.

hahah ok boob. ive held up my end of the deal. arent u proud of me. i just realised that my desire to blog only comes during sch time. i started lagging after A's ended and just picked it up. corelation to procrastination?

[walking with you]*|10:18 PM|